My Life Is a Play

The curtain falls and one by one the characters fall into place. I feel Im watching my own life, ill explain The whole world seems to be against me, but I refuse to give in. I feel no one cares. I try to show the world what ive got, but it gets so hard. Its all so confusing. Who can I trust? you? her?him? them? Confusion my best friend. This one character fits me perfectly. I feel I can get up on that stage and read her lines to the tee! As I continue watching the play and try to figure out the finale. My problems are right here. Right in front of me. I watch intensely. THE CURTAIN FALLS Red lights are flashing. It wasnt the right answer. I dont want to die. God please save me. I'll be stronger, and I'll try harder. God help me. Looking UP, i can see my family and friends and you. God help me.I let them all down. Im so sorry! I guess i deserve to be where I am...but..I..Did love you all! 10/4/81