My Life I Want Back

Killed still, alive still dead
spilled on her heart , skilled with the passion i pour there
I have a glass of her pain and it consumed me
true the truth hurts
it will do more than hurt, sure it will 
hunted and chased down
apprehended, caught, Im lost now
I fall< I rise up
I live for the satisfaction it gives her
half the battle aint even faught yet
half my heart still i breate air
all my love im willing,
doubted it not even for a second 
planted and watched hope grow
watched and never looked away from the first day
and from her first words
I deserved them
I am a success when i search you\
a failure when i give up
a monster when i get mad
the devil when you want him
a mind of a wise man when you try me
Im a fool just to blind them
a loud mouth to the be the sound of
a leader so they will surround me
a ninja when i get them all in then
a major part of the whole scheme of
The things i dream of 
the life i want back
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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February 6, 2013 at 8:05 PM
I like Donna's comment. hope you get the life back... one always deserves, when falling and rising... I hope you are well, you write deep from the heart... always~ LINDA
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February 1, 2013 at 6:57 PM
thank you for sharing your inspiring write dear friend :) this is so well written luv and enjoyed it <3 Sk
Jones Avatar
February 1, 2013 at 6:36 PM
You sound like a very intelligent young man who knows which road to take and shouldn't let pier pressure persuade him to keep from being all he could be. Very good writing
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