My Life

The faking of a smile A pondering of a thought The tear of an eye A sound of weeping from afar The trickle of blood running down my wrist A readiness for the end The conclusion that it wasn't worth fighting for A cold-hearted body statue The loss of a laugh An unfriendly company The further movement to insanity A womb that can't heal The disablement of trust A heart becoming black and charcoaled The fear of speaking; afraid of emmbaresment A wanting of something better The never-ending sorrow A longing for happiness The destruction from words A hurtful betrayel The madness haunting my ears A weariness and sorrow taunting my dreams The companionship of no one A crushing of a reputation The beggining of an end An endinng of safety