My Life
My life
Just To inform anyone who will listen or care
since seemingly my words are just about pointless spouts of hot air
when I try to conversate it gets turned all Topsy turvy which happens to annoy those I love and some say it's unnerving
our emotions we should be in control of completely
yet it's one of the many things I've not yet mastered you see
more lost now that I'm trying to be found
screaming out, yet the silence lacks a signal of sound judgments cloudy and definitely been unclear
although I've made the most progress ever just in this last year
yes I'm prone to mistakes repetitious overdue or of wrongs
amends only mean So much, can't keep singing that same old song
There were times I was certain of things , yetothers claimed it wasn't real
yet the persistent thinking consumed me in what i say and what i do and feel
Adding more and more complication than they're ever needed to be
I need more help than one person can give , and I need to get back myself, honestly.
never having any positive influence of my own
chaos, uncertainty. and past trama have left me an adult but not grown
Always adds up to the same predicament try after try
All the result of when I refuse to make my own life mine
Brandi nicole
IN REGARDS TO life, love and catastrophe, through the eyes of a person with B.P.D
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