My Life

My life Just To inform anyone who will listen or care since seemingly my words are just about pointless spouts of hot air when I try to conversate it gets turned all Topsy turvy which happens to annoy those I love and some say it's unnerving our emotions we should be in control of completely yet it's one of the many things I've not yet mastered you see more lost now that I'm trying to be found screaming out, yet the silence lacks a signal of sound judgments cloudy and definitely been unclear although I've made the most progress ever just in this last year yes I'm prone to mistakes repetitious overdue or of wrongs amends only mean So much, can't keep singing that same old song There were times I was certain of things , yetothers claimed it wasn't real yet the persistent thinking consumed me in what i say and what i do and feel Adding more and more complication than they're ever needed to be I need more help than one person can give , and I need to get back myself, honestly. never having any positive influence of my own chaos, uncertainty. and past trama have left me an adult but not grown Always adds up to the same predicament try after try All the result of when I refuse to make my own life mine Brandi nicole IN REGARDS TO life, love and catastrophe, through the eyes of a person with B.P.D