My Lie

I am searching the person I once was  
 wishing so bad I could find her again
she hurt so bad that she ran and hid
and hasnt been seen since
I usta be kind gentle and warm
but I turned cold a ***** full of scorn
But I am ok Shes perfectly numb
she was sweet and oh so kind
but though out life she found out she was blind
she wanted to help people and heal the world
but purpose was lost so she figured why bother
I might as well live just like my father
so she hid behind a bottle of anger and lies
getting to drunk to remember where she hides
she lies awakes at night and screams and crys
cause noones  around to witness her lie
By.Jessica bowie
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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