My letter for love

Love, Why do you make it so hard? All I've seen of you on screen Is romantic and two sided I thought it'd be like in the movies And you've deceived me again You gave him more of you And for him, it was for someone else than me Yet still, I wait for you To offer a piece of yourself For someone who isn't him. What do you want from me? To make myself a fool for someone Not meant for me? Or are you really trying to make me happy? But failing miserably What do you really want? What do I really want?