My Internal Torture

Picking
Scratching
Pulling
Tearing
The nail leaves two marks.
It stings slightly.
I know I did good.
I peel the broken skin away
and watch the blood rush.
Onto the next.
It won't stop.
I can't stop.
Leaving scars, 
one right after the other,
like a circle,
this cycle is endless.
I put my hands to my face
dig in as deep as I can go,
and drag my fingers down.
Prying the flesh from my face,
I scream inside.
Nobody sees it
-the scars-
-the marks-
-my disease.
To them, 
I'm narcissistically ignorant.
But if you focus like I,
you will be disgusted like I.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Gabriella Avatar
June 26, 2013 at 1:50 AM
Interesting poem. That emotion is definitely there.
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June 10, 2013 at 7:55 PM
Enya , a deep approach on your fascinating first poem on the soup... This hear my friend is a sweet welcome to Poetry Soup. Wishing you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup fan....... God Bless........... Hugs* SKAT
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June 5, 2013 at 8:35 AM
o wow, these images in my head are crazy, deep inside there is a sickness that only we ourselves recognize, hoping the scars aren't life threatening, ... always, Linda
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