My Heroin

Extremely sorrowful
Yelled at the top of my lungs no doubt
Anger just spilled out…I don’t wanna pout
I know it’s so awful
Chillax…you’re making things too complicated for me
Breaking by the shining seams
I’m mending my broken dreams 
I am not fooled by your selfish ways
I was going through one of those days
Flustered to the core
You don’t love me anymore
What are you waiting for?
Another year with me? 
What more? 
You’re the one I adore
I crash down from the adrenalin rush
Don’t worry, babe, just hush
Please forgive me for all that I’ve done
I want to be gone…before the dawn…
Surrounded by lies 
And your goodbyes
Shadows fill my day 
And your dismay
Adds to the icing
You’re so enticing
Madness is like sores in the mouth
You cling on to me like a moth
To the light
Tonight
I am soaring like an eagle in the sky
I want to die young and I don’t know why
Ending me is the beginning to mere destruction
Put up the music and the beat…
My heart, soul and mind’s under construction
Pound to the rhythm of my heart…
Feel the heat of my chest against your own
I’m this lonely man, all alone and on my own…
It’s shown when I speak on the phone…
Creativity led me astray
Creativity led me astray
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I lost it
I lost it
I’m insane
Because I’m in pain
Seeing your sorrowful rain
I’m infuriated with me, myself and I
Sometimes, I just wanna die…
Young and bold…
Foolish and cold…
I’m drained out without a sound
Left alone on the bitter ground
Misery leaves me breathless
I’m feeling distress in excess
Bring me to your hell
And I’ll bring you to my heaven
Exit me…
Entering you…
Free me…
I’m feeling blue…
Do what is fitting to my soul…
Anxiety is banging at my skull
Alone, but not alone…
With you inside, I moan
I inhale and exhale you daily…
You’re my sweet and sour heroin
I adore you, I can’t deny…honestly…
You’re my hero…you zero me in
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016


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Date: 5/19/2016 2:37:00 PM
J. W. Earnings, WOW, that's well expressed. to have this in someone... a perfect 7. SKAT
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Date: 5/20/2016 8:35:00 AM
Thank you, SKAT A your poetry is amazing, girl!
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