My Heroin

Extremely sorrowful Yelled at the top of my lungs no doubt Anger just spilled out…I don’t wanna pout I know it’s so awful Chillax…you’re making things too complicated for me Breaking by the shining seams I’m mending my broken dreams I am not fooled by your selfish ways I was going through one of those days Flustered to the core You don’t love me anymore What are you waiting for? Another year with me? What more? You’re the one I adore I crash down from the adrenalin rush Don’t worry, babe, just hush Please forgive me for all that I’ve done I want to be gone…before the dawn… Surrounded by lies And your goodbyes Shadows fill my day And your dismay Adds to the icing You’re so enticing Madness is like sores in the mouth You cling on to me like a moth To the light Tonight I am soaring like an eagle in the sky I want to die young and I don’t know why Ending me is the beginning to mere destruction Put up the music and the beat… My heart, soul and mind’s under construction Pound to the rhythm of my heart… Feel the heat of my chest against your own I’m this lonely man, all alone and on my own… It’s shown when I speak on the phone… Creativity led me astray Creativity led me astray I’m sorry I’m sorry I lost it I lost it I’m insane Because I’m in pain Seeing your sorrowful rain I’m infuriated with me, myself and I Sometimes, I just wanna die… Young and bold… Foolish and cold… I’m drained out without a sound Left alone on the bitter ground Misery leaves me breathless I’m feeling distress in excess Bring me to your hell And I’ll bring you to my heaven Exit me… Entering you… Free me… I’m feeling blue… Do what is fitting to my soul… Anxiety is banging at my skull Alone, but not alone… With you inside, I moan I inhale and exhale you daily… You’re my sweet and sour heroin I adore you, I can’t deny…honestly… You’re my hero…you zero me in