My Heart's Fortitude

I slaved all day to make our first anniversary dinner—
and you didn't tell me that our relationship or marriage
didn't mean anything to you. 
I cried myself to sleep. 

I began to see why my father had some reservations
about you. 
I guess that I should've listened to him—
but, of course, I allowed my heart to overrule my better judgment. 
It is too late to undo my mistake
because I will make you to see you why you married me in the first place.

I hope that I have enough fortitude
to pull it off
because it would be the greatest achievement 
in my life;
I hope that I won't have to do anything like this again. 
Please, God, help me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Abdul Wakeel Avatar
September 27, 2017 at 7:12 PM
True affection brings about one mind
Kendrick Avatar
December 3, 2016 at 4:44 PM
Marriage is a very hard contract to keep up but it is worth it..It takes work on both sides..The husband and the wife have to work at making it work..There are a number of good books available as self helps to making a marriage better that you can look into purchasing or going to the library and checking them out..There is one by an author with Kendrick as the last name that is very good at helping a marriage work..Sara
Kendrick Avatar
December 3, 2016 at 5:12 PM
I wanted to say thank you for the placement in your contest..I appreciate you reading and giving the honor of winning to my work..Sara
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