My Heart Is Full

The tears of a lifetime
I have saved in my heart
Each chamber a well
Calmly doing its part.

Some tears are so happy
First kiss, wedding, births
Those tears feel lighter
Gravity less than earth’s.

They are clear and they sparkle
A biographical snow globe
I swim in their light
In a crystal wardrobe.

The sad tears, they scare me
Putrid, thick, rank and dark
They make my heart heavy
Churning, feeling no spark.

I dare not revisit
These roots, abject anguish
For they swallow my soul
And in pain simply languish.

Some tears are empty
Having leaked out at times
When I felt all alone
Life devoid of all rhymes.

These tears were in secret
Things so desolate and hollow
Yet reflect strength to resist
Ending life with a swallow.

So my heart, then, is full
Not of blood, veins and such
But a lifetime lived hard,
Memories that tears touch.


September 9, 2019
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Perrin Avatar
September 21, 2019 at 8:28 AM
A lovely emotional piece :-) x
Agustin Avatar
September 18, 2019 at 3:37 AM
Thanks for your piece, revealing your heart that's full of varied wonderful emotions, along with its exemplar-status for your contest. God bless you.
Medders Tobechi Avatar
September 16, 2019 at 11:31 AM
I know the feelings so very well expressed here. I don't see how anyone can do better. Thanks for the wonderful sample.
Allison Avatar
September 15, 2019 at 6:32 AM
beautifully penned Cindi Iwill see if my muse can come up with something for the contest:-) hugs Jan xx
Dutta Avatar
September 12, 2019 at 12:41 PM
I am whelmed. 'll search in my heart also. Well-penned. Blessing.
Agustin Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 10:36 PM
Thanks for this great piece. Excellent example of what your contest requires. God bless you.
Mcintosh Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 10:18 PM
This is amazing. I truly love it. Be blessed.
Roper Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 8:27 PM
Nicely done, Cindi, a life time of memories crammed into a heart with so many emotions … especially when you have lived with a mate for 38 years then gone. :'(
Rockwell Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 9:12 PM
Oh, i’m sorry Eve! My husband and I will be married 35 years next May, and I can’t imagine living without him. You are a strong woman!
Dietrich Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 4:23 PM
very creative way to show us how to do your challenge, Cindi. I really like the metaphor of the tear drops.
Rockwell Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 5:22 PM
Thank you.
There Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 1:00 PM
Beautiful ~ I especially love how you've expressed the chambers of the heart as wells for your tears... :')
Rockwell Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 1:29 PM
Thank you.
Gauthier Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 10:44 PM
Wow, awesome poem, Cindi.
Rockwell Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 11:17 PM
Thank you.
Hamilton Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 9:40 PM
This is a wonderful write, I totally relate!
Rockwell Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 11:17 PM
Thanks.
Kelii Kekaula Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 2:33 PM
As you said, for I too see the intricate breaths of intellect entwined--NICE! ~ Aloha always William
Michael Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 1:22 PM
Well done...Enjoyed it
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