My First Love Peom

My First Love Poem
My thoughts, filled with twisted ideas and thoughts that could scare the devil,
This girl is also on that level.
She is crazy in every way,
I think about her every day.
Her laugh her, her face;
my worst fear is that she will leave me without a trace.

Her smile can light the darkest parts of my heart.
She won’t believe it but she’s insanely smart. 
She is just like me,
she has been through a lot and choose me to be her sanctuary.
I will always be there.
Through all of her despair,
I will be waiting for her to wake up from her nightmares,
and I can’t be there all the time,
and who ever keeps up apart will be jailed by me for war crimes.
Because you are at war,
your body, beaten and sore.
I don’t know if I make you feel better,
but I will always be there to surround you like a sweater,
and keep you safe from the rain,
because I know you can’t help but feel the pain.
I know the pain starts in your brain,
goes through a vein,
then straight to you heart,
but you’re insanely smart.
You can stop my heart with a word,
This feeling to me is unheard.
I’m obsessed with you,
the same way a little girl is obsessed with her hairdo;
Consistently and passionately,
Frantically and irrationally.

I don’t know if you feel the same way,
maybe you don’t want to be with me every day.
I always second guess anything good,
but I’m positive you will qualify for sainthood.

Copyright © Brennan Gunster | Year Posted 2016

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