My Fault

It is my fault they killed them i was to weak to stop them dropping bombs on civilians i cry with their loss it is my fault death and loss greed, my country we did it my heart hurts it is my fault i couldnt stop the evil i wasnt the super hero murder, i tried, to fight for peace to say, no war, but our voice was rolled over by the greed i have no voice, i failed. it hurts.. i am so afraid and so weak held back by my own fears or destiny, which is it? I couldnt stop it, i was too weak body parts, greed, hate, i cant force compassion, i am pathetic, a loser not an artist, not worthy i let it happen from my own fears i am so hurt, so confused, where is my teacher, is this my fault?