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My Father

My father never was the man
I expected him to be
He wasn't the drunk 
who would lose his temper 
and out lash at the ones he claimed
to love
Nor was he the man 
who raised his fist out of anger
to every women who did him wrong

My father wasn't the man 
who though bragged about his time
spent serving the usmc
was dishonorably discharged
He wasn't the man who claimed us 
as his little girls
yet allowed our virtue to be taken away
by a complete stranger

For you see
that man was merely a creator 
not a parent
and certainly not a father
he simply was a what not to be 
guide for life

My sperm donor created me pain
for years
it wasn't until i truly looked around
and saw the evil that he created
that i knew

The man that I pushed away for years
the one who showed 
nothing but love
and support
to both my mother
and the kids she added

the man who I rudely labeled
as just being a stepfather
the one who held me
during every
break up
every lost of a friend
through 
everything

He's the one who is 
MY FATHER
not the man who fooled me for 
years

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015




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Date: 10/17/2015 10:17:00 PM
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Date: 10/2/2015 11:15:00 PM
Very heartfelt - I hope you gave a copy to your Father. Stand strong and be proud of the unique individual are. Ultimately there is only one Father, and He made you special and has always been with you ... CayCay
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Alexis Hogg
Date: 10/5/2015 5:25:00 PM
Thank you :) it truly means a lot! I have no given him a copy yet, but I do plan on doing so.

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