My ex lover
My love
Over the past,the joy glows in my heart
Replaying your smile and our rough path before today
I may be on the end of this road but I know the fear to loose you is real
My death of love shows in my visual insane episodes
I hallucinate and wish you are here
But I moved on and found my love just as you did as well
Why does it hurt to let you go?
Why does it matter that your soft spoken voice still rings in my ears?
Why did I suffer this heartache to imagine your marriage ?
Why does it matter that you loved me yet I could witness your cruel hate for me?
Why does love hurt more than knowing someone hates you?
I stand today not sure if I should kiss you again if we meet
But I know I got lips waiting to welcome me with pure love
If I could relive: yes I would choose you despite your lies
If I could give you another chance I would do so because of my pure love for you
Yet I know you will always love my failures best and hate my success
Should I ask: let me feel your warmth of heart for your lips spell deceit and lies
Should I ask for your arms to engulf me, let me generate your heart to feel my kindness of love and pure purity.
Today I remember many months of memories between us
Yes even those that you abondoned me while in crisis just to warm another's bed
Indeed God helps us all yet we human value blood more than soul ties.
My lady am out of words for your soul sank me into depression
My body shivers in your imagination of lost love between us
Today I tell,but my answer is still the same
Am about to become successful
You ask me about my breakthrough
But soon my success story you will gossip about it as a hobby in your family
I do not wish to say more but let me say this
It's love that made me feel rejected
yet it was hate that made me believe in the church believes and traditions
Christ is my redeemer for His sacrifice is well known
Please I say my good bye in your presence to see you well for yor listed ways are those of hyena
I will glow but in God's glow not of your love again
Chuimunga the poet
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