My Dreams of Her

I drift back and wallow in my self-demise 
There's a wicked conflict that lay behind my eyes 
My under reaction to your explanation, it seems
I could care less for you, even in my dreams 
Your excuses were over-rated 
Just like mine
Look inside my mirror 
And know that you are to blame
For what you find 

My mother was a parody of a beautiful life
There's pill bottles stashed behind her pictures
Her memory is a parody of a beautiful lie 

Even when I dream of her, I'm angry
When I speak of her, it is with anguish 
And the problem lies behind my eyes 
So nobody can see
It never escapes my mouth
So no one can hear..
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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