My Disease

Listening to Charlie Puth
We don't talk anymore
had me thinking of you
how you loved me
how you still love me
but we don't talk anymore
Your my heart and soul
but when i let you go
i didn't think you would take 
a part of me
with you, and i know you love me
but i wanted you to say it
i wanted you to show it
i admit i jumped the gun
but you could have caught me
but instead you let me fall
Every time i see you, i get
the same feeling as if it was
the first time
i didn't move on because
i got over you,
but because i wanted you 
to fight for me
i wanted to motivate you
i wanted you to save me
Now i have sent myself to hell
and i  want you to be my hero
im not even in love
because when love becomes an obligation
that has to be met because of guilt
its no longer love
inside im empty, will you come and
take me back
fight for my love and honour
save me from the beast
i feel like im slowly dying
loosing your life support
sometimes i wish i wasn't in love with you
so i wouldn't feel like im driving
the wrong car when im with him
As if my heart is in the wrong body
i miss the way you kissed me
there was just something magical, 
without you i feel as though im
dead inside and out

Copyright © Rachael Chitondwe | Year Posted 2016

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