My Dear Gods

Discarded by-product. Was it difficult to explain it to us? Forgive me my dear gods for I can not understand your puzzle. I'm not worthy of your intelligence because I'm stupid standing up and watching in the sky looking for you. I cry my dear gods because you left me I do not belong neither heaven nor earth I feel the eternity goes away for me ... How many times do I still have to die! Self-control, detachment and mercy in the chains of feelings, passions and desires! As a bastards left on the road we feed on animals poisons. Are we worthy of your salvation my dear gods!? Dirty and damned! We carry viruses. Oh my gods tell us why you gave us consciousness? Dear gods or God! We are yours Irony of grammatical error or maybe genetic mistake or maybe historical mistake or maybe perceptual error or maybe medical mistake or maybe space error or maybe or maybe... Dear gods, we are yours an unconscious mistake. Come and destroy us!