My Best Friend

MY BEST FRIEND I left him in that place Of forgotten things Told him I come back someday Left and never stayed I feel bad for doing what I did I'm ashamed cause he never came I see lights at his house I step out and he can't be found I shut my mouth Go inside hit the wall I cry He trusted me He gave up on me I feel ashamed Hate that day I'm going back I run for days Months go by Times flies I walk that dark place Could he be here? I see him And say We have to go He didn't moved a muscle No breath to be heard No pulse felt Was I too late? Shoulda came that day I'm ashamed I cry in plead He's not awaking Look what I done My Best Friend is gone I walk home I cry, hit the walls It's all my fault I take this knife Shove it through my eye For this I deserve to die