My Baby Angel Bee

This awful year full of nothing put fearful tears, finally is drained 5 feeet in mud, a shiny bright cold night will be another lucky year. well said we made it through it after all . I seen you crawl, I see you trey to walk. Your ups and down's its alright you know your mama will hold you tight . just another boo boo, you can always get back up and try . Another day baby girl you are finally almost four year's old , seems like time spun by. i miss making you bottles and sitting around waiting around for you to wake up from your crib oh most of all your sweet hugs of victoy faith .. angel girl you laugh through it all . Your fears are invisible, to me im fearful. behind your laugh i will wonder if you are really ok . im sorry if i didnt do enough i have always tried . The older you get seems like the more you are starting to drift apart . one day evrything will fade cloudy like fog close your eyes slowly walk through that swirl your hands are yoyr gear, you will know how to be here . your first day off to school , rideing that bus , you cried i will never forget that lil face you had saying .(i want mama ). aww we both cried like we was tied up in the spinning oceans water trying to get back on the land we know. you have a very tough personality you dont show your weakness you are so sweet. my lil humble bee. i couldnt have asked god for a beautiful, smart, tricky , go get em lil baby angel you changed so many peoples lifes, we both do angel bee, its usually you and me . may this year bring you anything and everything your prescious kind heart desires you desrve every bit of it. dont give up keep on smileing and talking beautiful smart angel god sent from his heaven's doors.you will eventually walk and into your own misssion in life , i can say for me mine was worth everything life itself even something a millionaire could not desire 2016 have strength also hope never forget inside your heart know your mama's love for you will always be inside your heart too .aangel bee of mine be blesed and kind througout this life its hard not easy , but im sure you will always be busy doing the right things in life that make you who you are love and faith will take you far kind of like sitting in the grass picking through beautiful flowers on a golden day of our grace. angels whispers love throughout your day . i love you have a blessed day lil angel bee.