MY BABY

IT'S BEEN AWHILE PERHAPS EIGHT BEFORE THE MURDERS YOU SEATED WITH JAMAICAN JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY ATTEMPTING TO OBSTRUCT JUSTICE IN THE 1984 CHRISTMAS DAY ARSON THAT RESULTED IN 8 ELDERLY PERSONS DEATH GOD ONLY KNEW ANOTHER BLAZE WOULD SWEEP THAT HOMELESS MAN UP IN SMOKE LISTEN I AM STILL COPING WITH NIGHTMARES I COULD STILL SMELL THE SOOT ON MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND THE WAY HIS PUPILS COVERED THE WHITE IN HIS EYES HIS RANTING CIRO IS GOING TO PAY ME BIG FOR THIS JOB STUPID NAEVE SILLY ME THE JOB OF ARSON MURDERS SADLY YOU DECIDED SENDING JAMAICAN JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY INTO MY HOME TO SCRIBBLE ON MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL DYNAMITE I AM REMINDED HIS DISCHARGE BAD CONDUCT NOTHING TO LOSE ATTITUDE HIS SPECIALTY EXPLOSIVES HAND GRENADES FUNNY KNOWING AFTER HIS RELEASE FROM FORT LEVENWORTH MANHEIM BERLIN HIS JOB WOULD BE UNTHINKABLE WORKING FOR CIRO GARGANO RUNNING ERRANDS DELIVERING VIDEO GAMES BURGULAR BULLYING FINALLY IGNITED A BOMB IN MY FACE TO MURDER ME AND CLONE ME WITH IMPOSTER JAMAICAN JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY IN ORDER TO COVER UP THAT FIRE LISTEN THROUGH ONGOING THERAPY I'VE LEARNED THAT I COULDN'T CONTROL WHATBYOU AND MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND DID NO MORE THAN I COULD CONTROL THAT FIRE SWEEPING THROUGH THAT BUILDING THAT COLD ASS CHRISTMAS DAY I SAT SLEEPING IN A TOW TRUCK WITH PNEUMONIA WITH MY TWO LITTLE GIRLS PRAYING THAT YOU PAID HIM FOR THIS BIG JOB HE BOASTED AND BRAGGED ABOUT THE BIG JOB THAT WOUKD ALLOW US TO SLEEP IN A REAL BED NOT A GARAGE A TRUCK A CAR IN BELOW ZERO WEATHER DURING THE HOLIDAYS DURING AN ELECTION HOLDERBAUM EVANS ROCKINGHAM ONE ROCKINGHAM TWO PITTS TRENT WADE ONE WADE TWO NORTH CHICAGO SKYLINE FOR YOUR ORGANIZED CRIME WOULD FINALLY CRUMBLE WITH NEWNESS ERNEST FISHER BOBBY THOMPSON DANIEL FURLAN OUTED CITY OFFICIALS GOLDEN KEY TO THE CITY TO STOP YOUR REIGN OF ILLEGAL GAMBLING DRUG TRAFFICKING WITH THE FUZZ HORACE FUZZY CRAYTON THE PRIDE OF THE CITY WITH LOU PRIDES HIT SONG PLAYING FIRST ON EVERY SEABURG NEXT TO EVERY CIGARETTE MACHINES WITH OUTDATE STICKERS CHASING THE FEDS ACROSS THE STREET TO GREATLAKES NAVY BASE WHERE YOU CONTROLLED SEIMANS WITH COCAINE AND KNIVES SHARP STARS NUMBCHUCKS CRACK PIPES THE BITTER TRUTH BEHIND YOUR NEED TO BURN DOWN SHERIDAN ROAD YOUR NEED TO SEND THE FBI TO MY DOOR WITH THEE UNTHINKABLE DEAL THE JOY RIDE FOR MY CHILDREN AND I THE BEGINING OF MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNKSICK OFFICERS WHILE YOU AND YOUR PARTNER FIREMAN GENE GROOM CODE ENFORCEMENT TO CONTINUE COVERING UP ARSON MURDERS MY BABY I WAS A BABY SO STUPID NAEVE TRUSTING UNAWARE THAT MY LIFE WOULD FOREVER BE IN DANGER BY YOU AND BOTH ABUSIVE HUSBANDS BEATING THE SHT OUT IF ME TO SILENCE ME ABOUT THE FIRES IT TOOK ALOT OF THERAPY TO FINALLY COME FACE TO FACE WITH YOUR DEMON SOMETHING OUT OF DANTES INFERNO DEATH TO ALL ELDERLY THE UNDESIRABLES WITH NO FAMILY TO VISIT THAT COLD CHRISTMAS DAY YOU AND MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND CREW BURGULARIZED THE TAILOR SHOP IN ORDER TO SELL JOHN GOTTI CREW CITY OFFICIALS SUITS COATS SILK SOCKS I FOUND MYSELF FACED DOWN POISONED BY THE CREWS 2AM INTHE KNIGHTS INN MEETINGS WITH CITY OFFICIALS EXPOSING WITNESS FILES TO VIOLENT OFFENDERS TO GET YOUR PRISON TIME CUT WOW THE DEAL OF A CENTURY SWEPT UNDER MY WOMB OVER BLOOD SWEAT TEARS BREAST MILK UMBILICAL CORD A FETUS HEARTBEAT POUNDING OUT OF MY CHEST ANXIETY PANIC PTSD YOU SON OF BISCUIT YOU CALL YOURSELF A MOB BOSS A GOOD FELLOW A GOOMBATA HOW DARE YOU COME OUT OF HIDING TO BLOW MY BRAINS OUT IN ORDER TO IMPERSONATE ME WITH A JAMAICAN SKANK SENDING RASTERFARIANS TO THEIR DEATH TRYING TO ASSASINATE ME AND MY CHILDREN I AM AMAZED BY YOUR ONGOING TERROR YOUR CONVOY OF THREATS CITY OFFICIALS RALLY TO AID AN ARSON MURDERER OF 9 PERSONS TODAY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS YOU AND MY STALKER PROCLAIMING SHE IS ME YOUR BOMB IGNITING MY FACE BREAKING EVERY BONE IN MY FACE BONE FRAGMENTS ENTERED MY BRAIN HOW THE HELL DO YOU COMPUTE YOU ANDBYIUR BROTHER EMBEZZLED A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY CLAIM ON MY BEHALF HACKING INTO PHARMACIES THAT'S NOT MYERLEE WATCHING CVS PUBLIX BURN I THOUGHT OF YOU CANDIDLY DESTROYING DOCUMENTS OF FRAUD WASTE THAT YOU AND YOUR JAMAICAN SKANK CONTINUE HARMING PEOPLE BEING BRAIN DAMAGED HELPED ME COPE WITH YOUR UNTHINKABLE FIRES SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH SPECIAL AGENT SPECIAL AGENT ALAN KING I AWAKENED WITHIN THE NIGHT NO AIR HEARING THE WAILS AND SCREAMS OF THOSE OLD PEOPLE HOOKED UP TO OXYGEN MACHINES NO AIR SHE SAID NO AIR THE CONTENTS OF THE TAILOR SHOP SENT A SLOW BURN VERY FAST UPWARD FROM THE CONVERSATIONS GASOLINE ON DUST PANS TO ENSURE EVERY DOOR WAS COVERED IN FLAMES THE WINDOWS YOU KNEW FROM YOUR BLUE PRINTS HAD BURGULAR BARS YOU HAD TRIED THAT ENTRANCE BEFORE SENDING THESE FOOLS IN NO AIR NO AIR MAGDELENE TRIED TO GET TO THE WINDOW THE BOTTOM OF THE DRAPES COVERED IN FLAMES SHOOTING FROM UNDER THE DOORS FROM DUST PANS WITH GAS SHE GRABBED THE DRAPE IT FELL HER EYES LOCKED ON THE BURGULAR BARS THAT WERE LOCK BY THE TIME SHE TURNED TO TRY AND LEAVE THE ROOM THE DRAPES IGNITED THE NYLONS ON HER LEGS PINK BROWN SKIN PEELED TO HER SWOLLEN ANKLES THERE WERE OTHERS THAT FALLEN FROM WHEELCHAIRS AFTER MAKING IT OUT THE ROOMS TO THE FLOORS IN THE HALL WAY AGAIN THE DUST PANS WITH GAS UNDER THE DOOR TOOK THE OXYGEN AWAY THAT SHOULD BE ON THE FLOOR DURING A FIRE SO YOU THINK ITS FUNNY TO COVER UP TERROR WELL WHEN CLOSE MY EYES I SEE YOUR VICTIMS PERISH IN YOUR FIRES OF HELL DURING CHRISTMAS I FEEL SELFISH PRAYING FOR A WARM BED COMPLAINING ABOUT SLEEPING IN A TOW TRUCK WHEN THESE ELDERLY PERSONS DIED BECAUSE THEY WERE TRAPPED IN BED ON CHRISTMAS DAY DON'T EVER THREATEN MY LIFE AGAIN CIRO WHAT A JOKE WHILE PAUL CASTELLO WAS GUNNED DOWN YOU SAT THERE PROCLAIMING TO BE THE BEST FATHER TO MY SON THE PERFECT GODFATHER CHRISTMAS DAY 1985 THE ONLY REASON YOU FELT 30 SECONDS IF COMPASSION WHEN THAT BOMB EXPLODED JUST COVER YOUR EYE BABY MY BABY I'M YOUR BABY REALLY YOU TRIED TO MURDER ME YOU ALLOWED A HIT ON MY LIFE TO COVER THOSE ARSON 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