My Apology

I loved you... But i guess it was a joke, as I lay here and cry You live life happy As I cared so much for you And in the end, I get hurt Everyday goes by But I am still waiting without you You are constantly on my mind When I think of happy times I start to cry When you broke my heart I said things Things that were wrong I feel so bad about it When I try to tell you You act like you don't know me I did things to hurt you But it came back in my face So please forgive me Forgive my mean side I did it out of love I did it out of anger You were someone really special You made my day I felt so good with you You are the sweetest person to be with When it ended I wanted to ruin my life Then something said he would come back But after a while, it got worse Everyday I think of you How I should feel so sorry I wish I could tell you I wish you would understand, What you meant to me How you hurt me, How I hurt you. Maybe one day you will make some girl Feel as special as you made me feel. Treat her well. Love her. Make her feel special. But always remember, I miss you. I will never forget you. The fun we had together. Never forget me Also that you are special to me...