My Addiction

Hello there my friend,im here to see you again, I missed seeing you suffer,physically,mentally,emotionally,socially an spiritually, Im gonna make you restless so you cant sit still, Im gonna make you nervous,anxious an jittery, Im gonna make you aggitated an irritable, So everything and everyone drives you insanely uncomfortable, I need you to be confused an depressed, So you cant see clearly or think clearly or positively............. Im gonna make you hate everyone an everything,especially yourself... Im gonna make you fell regret, remorseful an guilty, For the things you did in the past that you can never let go of or set free, Im gonna fill you with rage an anger so you can be hateful to the world, Im gonna make you feel sorry for yourself for the way you are, And you'll blame it on everyone else for the way you are, except ME!!!!!!!!!!! your gonna be deceitful an sneaky, an i'll make you con as many people as you can, im gonna make you paranoid an fearful for no reason at all, And your going to wake up in the middle of the night sreaming for ME!!!!!!!!! You know you cant sleep without me, Im even in you dreams,,, I'll be the first thing you do when you get up in the morning, And the last thing you touch before you sleep or blackout, I'd rather kill you than have to help you, I can guarantee you'll end up back in jail,hospital or rehab, But dont worry, I'll be right here waiting for you when you return back home, I love the sight of you going insane, I'll poison you inner organs,an i'll slowly pick your brain apart, bit by bit, Making your physical appearance an eyesore an damaged one at that, Im laughing at the way you shiver an shake, An freeze an sweat all at the same time,