Muted Emotions

Maybe you’ll call
Today 
Maybe you won’t 

Deep down 
I don’t like the sound 
Of either 

If you do 
I’m a cracked 
Overused step stool 

For your ego 

Overflowing our conversations
With daydreams filling 
Our summer 

Just for you 
To leave each one 
At your doorstep 

As you shut off 
Your bedroom light 
Without saying a word 

But still expect me 
To be waiting there 
In the morning 

With no tears 
No questions 
Just happy to see you 

With that pleasant smile 
On my face 
You compliment but really overlook 

Just so my change 
Ends up in your 
Pockets 

Cause you spend yours 
On things that are 
killing your lungs slowly 

Or just leave 
Your eyes 
constantly bloodshot 

But if you don’t call
Embarrassingly I feel worse 
Than how you treat me
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