Moving On Without Moving My Feet

Moving on without moving my feet I've thought about u constantly since u have been gone When u left I thought u would break harder Turns out I was the one who fell harder After my yurning 4 u had been confessed Ur rejection of my love and longing was my reality And it cut like a knife My Youth has gone without a good-bye Ur youth has let u move on with just few tears Growing older makes moving on harder Knowing that if u don't hold on tightly Memories fade and love will fade My heart would rather hurt constantly rather than forget Choosing to move on without moving my feet Flashes of u in my mind Ur watermelon/strawberry lips Tight white tank top Summertime reminds me of u There r memories of u that will never fade Harry Styles helps to bring those memories back When summer comes around and I'm sitting on the porch I see u in a chair next to me with ur knees to ur chest Head phones & staring at the sun's rays on the trees Loosing that vision would spit in the face of God That vision is what beauty is Enjoying that kind of beauty is what life is about This is me moving on without moving my feet I now know that u don't want me Like I want u It would cause too much pain for people around us U need to know that I will be here If ever u should need me like I need u My love for u will go in deep hibernation Sleeping & waiting for ur beautiful face Secretly hoping that I don't see u again Heart stopping is the fear of that moment Heart dropping from my chest Looking into ur eyes will tear me apart No cure for that fear of beauty Just doses of pain relief to keep it at bay This is how I move on without moving my feet