Mother's Last Secret

I liked her better when she was old
and on her own.
She hated company, and no one called.
She wasn’t the mother I remembered;
she was better and worse,
as I was.

After she went to Hospital,
she stayed in a nursing home
deteriorating.
Her apartment was sold to pay for her care.

When she died we emptied the place,
there was not much to keep,
no photographs or mementos.
One kitchen cabinet was full of unopened
blood pressure tablets,
hundreds.

She preferred to drink.
If she had confided in me
I would have told her
that despite the warnings,
she could have done both,
like I do,

but we never were that close.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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January 20, 2020 at 7:45 PM
Oh my ... I am somewhat sad, and connected to the idea that I totally get it. Wow. My "mother" is estranged from me. so this is point on... Ty. An emotional time capsule. Ann
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January 20, 2020 at 8:07 PM
It happens Ann. Thank you for the comment. Life can be a rocky path.
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