Mother of Emptyness

Unfamiliar grounds scare my emotions, Hand which holds me safe no longer exist, Each glance behind reveal vacant spaces where are you Mom? The emptiness I feel around me is vast, Familiar warmth no longer extents to wipe tears, Very routine footsteps never walks alongside, Where are you Mom? Bond that linked was brutally cutoff, Before I learned to sense essence of life, The very dept jolt me to be bold for age, Where are you Mom? Each gray hair reminds me of time left, Pangs of pain quiver me out of my gloom, Arouse to stand up straight to face time, Where are you Mom? The very Mom within me shudder, With the same pain I once poured, Into thy very bosom with vengeance, Where are you Mom? Are you never going to hold me close? Why heartless to watch the river of tears? Mind skilled to paint a shadow of you, Where are you Mom?