Moment To Moment

Moment to moment… and from breath to breath… I decide which bills to pay from this second to the next. This one today… that one comes next… All waiting my next payday.... never to come… Things aren’t the same… never will be again… I sold the last of my jewelry to pay the last bill... A garage sale gave nothing worthy again, still… The days travel insistently around the clock They are quick and fleeting and leave me behind. My options diminish more daily Tomorrow will bring more of the same. No one is hiring unless you already have a job. Two Thousand arrived for one janitor to hire. Where is my white knight to scoop me upon his horse? Where are the promises made to a child? Where went my home with a white picket fence? Where is my future I hoped to retire upon? Where went my gifts for laughter and fun? Where went the next Christmas for my son? They are gone and moment-to-moment is all I can see… Is there any one out there… who isn’t like me? In honor of every man and woman... feeling lost, forgotten, and alone. Moment to moment I'll remember to sing our song. We won't go unheard... while I am around...