Moment of Truth

As far as tears I'm done shedding them in the flesh I know I ain't ready for God but I'm staring into the eyes of death step by step now is how I take my life but if life's a gamble why do I roll them dice there's a lot of hype in this world but it's already condemned I got niggas in my hood thats snitching so I'm questioning who's my friends but hold on a minute since I was born in sin I'm patiently waiting for Christ to bring my life till it's Holy beginning now I ain't bragging bout my robberies or home invasions but let me take a look back on my life like daylight savings I don't know what I become just a lyrical poet am I eager to be heard? or just speaking the living word now lets justify the reason behind my poetry despite all the sinning I'm doing God is still holding me but when it comes to pain it's best to forgive & forget even though I'm writing this poem as we speak I'm gettin upset