Modeling Experience Disaster

(none fiction) I never want to be a model ever It was right after graduating high school in 95 I had that big mistake passion. Went to a lot of different model agencies that left me discouraged. Until one time I got through a agency I thought it was the one. They did photo shoot and fill out forms. But when they had Schedule me another photo shoot appointment to a different Place relate to they company, that's when the mistake begin. I still remember what the place looks like, and it's location I even remember what the inside looked like as well. Everything for photo filming was every where, there was even A standing camera facing the couch were it all happened He said to me if you want to be a model there's certain things You have to do. I wasn't desperate to be a model but at that time I was just applying for all types of jobs to make a living. My confusion started when did it become a thing to have sex With a person for wanting to be a model or any type of job.? Did I forgot to mention he was also a black skin men. After it was over I never went back to the agency ever again I was in shock for this wasn't a relationship or a one night stand I was just looking for work something that was part of my future plan. What more upsetting is how my past relationships remind me of that one men of how they like to use you, for that was They only plan. I stick with retail jobs ever since even though a Cafe restaurant was my first on hand But I will never forget my first modeling experience for it makes me wonder who else went through the same experience.