Mixed Message

I fell in love with you believing that we'd stay together, I never thought you'd lie to me instead of being honest with me; holding back your true feelings. My friend of ALL PEOPLE had to tell me what you refuse to but your a grown ass man, damn I don't understand; I'm confused and insecure now how can I love when I'm left to love something imaginary. I don't feel as if you really meant the words you speak from your mouth. Void letters of spoken words I resent I allowed myself to fall in love, to get caught up. What are you truly trying to tell me, or do you really understand what you mean? You say one thing but mean another you have no clue the crap you put me through; I stuck with you in the long run and you took advantage of my heart this was all a game now it's all because of you I have no secure grip with love.