Mistakes Made Are Never Forgotten

I stand upon the Precipice of life Do I leap forward or do I fall back? My fate rests upon the edge of a knife For messing things up I’ve a special knack My life, tis void of glorious sunshine Eternally, I’ll pay for this mistake My life, does slumber in darkness Divine Eternally, my chest burns with heartache I used to see a Golden Crusader I thought myself clever, a mastermind Now I can see, a broken invader How could I have been so foolishly blind? And though my choice I shall always regret, A lesson once learned, I will not forget.