Mistaken

the memories are slowly fading a momentary respite from reality i am back to where I started a permanent relapse into insanity I have been judged and found wanting left alone to wander in my solitude I reflect past, present and future to ponder the silence has deafened me dead to the world you know must’ve chosen differently consequences I now sow what love suddenly abandons? set aside and buried a forgotten space in your graveyard a sight both sad and lurid this is not a frivolity I thought I was known better this soul has self-destructed agonizing, broken and bitter