Missing You

Will you miss me Lord ,when I’ve gone my sweet Jesus? Will you miss me Lord when I’m gone? I believe I pray mostly for others, but I might be wrong! I have given you all of my best ,until I expired .I gave my best even when wrong! I gave my best my redeemer, thought I’d of been dead long ago. Woke to write this down so you know how I went missing ! Wrote it down in shorthand but Rip van winkle snored along. I couldn’t speak in prophecies of greatness I couldn’t speak in tongues No one could understand me they all thought I was drunk! Are you allowed to miss me Lord my Father, will you miss me Sweet Jesus. Holy Spirit like the breeze after the heat of a summer day always here with the right words , showing me the correct path, teaching me the way to see Gods face. Living life in this body sure took its toll. My plan was weak, I played it through, and acted out so many roles! I was there when you blessed me with each child as I watched them fight to climb out. A fight so desperate that each tried to go back as a U-turn and the cry and coldness. Bundled and cleaned the tears now in my eyes wondering the path of them. And missing you Lord and the Trinity that follows, and watching angels. Did you feel the first angst of my cough and the fever. Growing fever and heated chest , back and nausea and the call on the phone , or message I left! Will you miss my famous morning song I sang or will sing. I wanted my world to be happy even though it was mostly sad but yet still kept in prayer to you! I’ve been missing you and all that’s gone before. Waiting and peering through the mists. Wanted to call but many storms have ripped communications. I’m lost now but I’m staying true and I’m clean with that fresh clear breeze pushing me forward. Forward to the end where I’ll see your face Jesus