I'm a product of disappointments and nullification
And that's the reason why I make maleficient acts
I hate seeing persons contentment towards another person
I'm so stubborn to break their hearts
I like playing the feelings of another person
To make them feel the same feeling of hatred
I doesn't need love nor affection, destruction is my satisfaction
To bury them from frustration is all that I wanted
Revenge is the only formula I have right now
Making people's life miserable by involving their emotion
I'm thirsty and I wanted to drink the tears that falls from their innocent eyes
I'm craving and eager to see their evil side of personality
I've changed a lot since the day they criticize my worth
They take away all the confidence I have
Now I'm drained trying to find myself in the middle of puzzling speculations
Can I bring back the soul I lost through reincarnation?
How can I fixed myself if some part of me is imprisoned in the past?
Can I turn back time to unlock the jail towards forgiveness?
Or I'll just let myself imitate the acts of those people who hurt me?
But how can I make things right if everything I see about my attitude is wrong
I'm missing some part of me that I need to regain
The part of me that entertain positivity
The part of me that makes people happy
I'm missing the part that is completely incomplete right now
They say eyes is the windows of our soul
But when I look at the mirror I can't see the most complex part of me
My reflection is suffering from an unrevealed mystery
And then the tears fall but that tears is not that warm anymore
Copyright © Baltazar Rodriguez | Year Posted 2017
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