Missing His Grace Bishop Karas

I've known you for many years, And I wished to know you more, For death has closed many doors, But death hasn't given me such fear. I know it was hard, But I just wish you were still back on earth, I just want that comforting warmth, But my feelings I will never discard. I know you're in a better place, Everytime I go to the monastery, I feel so very weary, You see I just want to see your face. Since that day, I felt mad, And didn't want to believe, Just to run away and hide, And in a different way, glad.