Missed Time

It is friendship not courtship, oh no! Who made this? Mteww(sigh) common, let make this a memory. I know all days are memories, but with fantasy, ouch! Can I say, I may but I won't, Stop painting your mind with ugly thoughts, I am but a friend, yes, I know. You can't leave a friend on heat while you rest and eat, I know you can't, remember those parlor games? I know you do, it's lasting memory can we make this day another? Which season was it? I hope it wasn't winter, if it is, I will send a picture without filter. I know you wish to see but it is hamattan period; everywhere is dust, my camera can't come close. Please can we be more than friends? At least for today, I know we were but now you are taken; I messed the whole story, right? It's still time or has it been missed? I might be desperate but I know you, too are. You're scared and too afraid to leave and come back but know fate never lies.