Misleading

To be so close without touching is torture I mean dang.. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Fighting my desires Here I am gripping the seat in the theater, unable to focus because of your presence Your everything I want you know.... Your cologne swirls into nostrils, hitting into my bloodstream like a drug I have to shake these thoughts out of my head. It is so tempting, but I care more about your feelings and your heart instead Hate to see you go by the Color Fred is on re-play on the stereo. I have dreams of you. You told me I am misleading but you don't know that just because I am fighting to do the right thing... doesn't mean I don't want your arms embracing me. Your kisses softening my lips, making me feel alive again If I had known you so many years ago, how the difference in this relationship there would have been. I can take on the dissapointment, but I will protect you from being dissapointed You deserve a goddess indeed one who is ready to be the woman you need. I never quite understood the essence of chemistry that is until I met a man like you who lives so honestly but you need to understand that if and when I would be with you I want to be strong, resilient, and ready as as a person to be with you because darling.. you are everything