Misery

tear me flesh from flesh grind me from bone to dust please bury me alive if u must Dear God i can't stop this lust that drives me so insane and as much as the pain is... my heart just can't take it so please shelter me from this rain! rip my eyes out, cut me and place me in the ground set me on fire if you want and leave my carcass to be found by stranded dogs, or starving animals it doesn't matter anymore my life has reached its peak it's death i seek, now i'm sure!! tear my limbs apart stab my broken heart rip my body to shreds torture me till i'm dead let me bleed, let me suffer a thousand times over again i just need to pay for my sins i want pain to be my friend i can't take this misery this brutal disappointment of my life i can't take this reality i now just want to die!!! :(