Misconception

As the last tear falls from my eyes I saw the real vision or the truth That everybody was trying to get me to see clearly I felt like my Trust was gone and everything was a lie like a real good dream Dreams of us having the perfect life but I know it wasn’t real something That I was trying to touch but wasn’t touchable like air couldn’t feel it Like love something that was invisible but hit me hard and ruff felt like a Muhammad Ali K.O. punch I couldn’t do anything but fall like I was Paralyzed from the neck down and I was the punching bad looking like Emmit Till lefted confused with no conception of felling anything Just wanted to know why??? That was the big question to me why??? A answer that’s all I wanted a answer I couldn’t get but dearly Wanted one The perfect person in my eyes but in hers I was another Nigga another guy cause I thought she was different a new style New smell new fragrance but it was the same I was a fool in my Own game a game that I play for many years and I had lost I was defeated and it made me realize what was the Real truth that she lefted me she was gone