Meth

Oh the pain is raidiating again
need to snort,need to smoke
my brain is about to break.

Oh how I need you Meth,
Yet I hate you so much.
You take all my money,
you take my sanity to.
You ruin me with all you do.

You already took my family,
you already made me sick.
you already took my bones,
and soon my death you will make.

Meth you have ruined me,
I hate what you have made me.
A liar, a cheat, and a beggar
you create.

Cause oh how I have to have you,
oh the ache you create.
I can not ignore you,
no matter what I regret.

because at the end of the day,
you always win.
Here I am on my knees again.

Death would be kinder,
at times I do think
than to live in the stink
that you think is my life.

Someone please save me,
from myself,and deliver me
from this life that Meth did create.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Osho Avatar
December 6, 2015 at 11:34 PM
that wad awesome some will power angel. god bless you
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December 6, 2015 at 8:09 PM
I can hug you with my heart, shining my hope into you...
Osho Avatar
December 6, 2015 at 7:54 PM
nice sincere narration. if it is not imaginary get to a rehab.lsd can cure lot of addictions. read on that.
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December 6, 2015 at 10:51 PM
I have now been clean 10 years. it was not an easy thing to do. my husband went to prison for 4 years and i got clean alone and raised our lids. we have now been married 34 years and clean 10. i agree with rehab. thanks for the comment.
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