Mental notes

My mental notes are like those from a psychologist Full of monologues and constant wars between myself Cause most times I'm undecided whether to take the high For I'm used to the lows that give a mean punch My mental notes are something of a cry of help Of a character stuck in he's ways That it's hard to try and change Cause it will be like straying from what he's known My mental notes describes all the chaos The beautiful madness that creates perfect peace on paper Cause it all boils down to a harmless paper And all the harm it can do is cause a long paper trail My mental notes belong in a mental hospital Cause I see things that normal minds don't I hear words speak, and that's not normal And I make words speak to you once you read them The PO£T