Memories We Lost

six years of loiter running away from reality crushed by the hand of fate having felt the frustrations of life where I found my heart broken the future a mirage my first kiss on valentines eve cant recognize whether I did it right takes me to where I found my heart broken Am on my way betrayed by life walking blind convinced I can see ridding on the edge of a knife lonely here by the castle alone in life bullied fears I count on the friends I lost one friend left to beg on the streets one now a habitual thief one a serious drug addict one works down at the garbage one beaten by life, now a harlot one already a third wife all whose dreams faded and quickly disappeared cascading hurts fracture my heart as I retrospect how optimistic we were fighting like a pig, I try to hold on with my shadow clinging on desperately fighting formidable battles striving to get to the me I knew.