Memories Beyond the Door

Talking to him was like a high
Then I'd crash and burn with a cry
I'd eat you, breathe, and sleep
But the darkened memory of you I keep
The memory of you is seared in my mind
And peace I cannot find
Even now, after all this time
The burden of it is mine
It was a dangerous rush
And for a while, I'd dare to touch
And yet I kept coming back
Because I thought it was something I lack
My love for him was raw, real,
And unlike anything I thought I could feel
I was addicted and out of control
Couldn't get out, even when I wanted to fold
Going at high velocity, no surprise I fell when it ended, so abruptly
Like a broken bone it's mending, but will never be the same
The pain will go too, Till all I have left...
Is the memory of you

3-21-13
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Hicks Avatar
May 12, 2013 at 11:31 PM
This seems too genuine to be made up (most of what I write about when it comes to love is just imagination, anyhow). I don't know what it's like to be "infatuated" with someone to the point you aren't even acting like yourself anymore... but your words take me there. Congrats on your win, my friend!
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May 13, 2013 at 8:53 AM
*cough* that's perhaps *cough* because it wasn't made up *cough* (Getting a cold here, maybe...) Well you know, for not really experiencing love you do a pretty good job of writing about it! Love is a crazy thing. Keeping your emotions in check is hard when you've fallen that deeply. Thanks so much! :D Appreciate the comments!
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May 12, 2013 at 3:43 PM
Caleah, sad , it is hard to fall. and still we do... sadder when all we have are memories that keep us broke... a painful thought.. thank you for sharing... LINDA
Buil Avatar
May 13, 2013 at 9:00 AM
It sure is! It's painful thinking of them, everyday it gets easier but is always there... Thanks so much for commenting!!
Omara Avatar
May 11, 2013 at 7:57 AM
Liked this. Congratulations on your win, Caleah.-Red
Buil Avatar
May 13, 2013 at 8:50 AM
Thank you!! :)
Lamoureux Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 6:31 PM
Wow! This is very good, I really enjoyed reading your poem.
Buil Avatar
May 12, 2013 at 12:47 PM
Thank you so much!! :D
Bono Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 5:45 PM
well deserved win here.thanks for stopping by.take care
Buil Avatar
May 12, 2013 at 12:47 PM
No problem!! Anytime! Thank you! :)
May Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 3:52 PM
congrats on a fine win Caleah
Roberts Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 11:28 PM
great entry Caleah, congrats on your win
Jones Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 6:25 PM
Very heartfelt poem..intense..congratulations
Johnson Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 3:05 PM
Life is a series of lessons. I think this wa a tough one for you. congratulations on your win. Love, Joyce
Oyewole Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 1:00 PM
Now you deserves it and you've won. Great Job Caleah! Many Congrats to you.
Buil Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 10:55 AM
AWWWW! Thank you!!! :D
Ink-U-Script Avatar
May 7, 2013 at 10:30 AM
Intense emotions expressed here.. I really enjoyed reading this one..glad I was able to stop by. Will be reading more of your work..regards INK-U-SCRIPT
Tacito Avatar
May 7, 2013 at 9:38 AM
Been there. This raw & intense piece had my heartstrings being pulled all over the place. Excellent job!
Oyewole Avatar
May 6, 2013 at 7:50 AM
This is really a touching piece, Caleah... I wish you luck in the contest~A.O
Buil Avatar
May 6, 2013 at 10:16 AM
Thank you so much! Whoever wins I know will deserve it! :)
Andresen Avatar
March 22, 2013 at 12:55 PM
- A touching poem, but life goes on and there are always new chances - Well written Caleah ! - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Andresen Avatar
April 5, 2013 at 1:45 PM
Read some of my poetry, if you wish - Have a lovely weekend. - oxox / / Anne-Lise :)
Buil Avatar
March 24, 2013 at 9:22 PM
Yes definitely! I'm learning... Once bitten twice shy. Thank you. :)
Jones Avatar
March 22, 2013 at 7:39 AM
Caleah, we all get hurt like this...we learn to shield our hearts better. Don't give up on a real love... great poem..Donna
Buil Avatar
March 22, 2013 at 12:23 PM
Thank you. :) It is a tough transition, but I know one day I'll find the right one. I won't give up! :)
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