Memories


The way memories sift through golden leaves
The trees a ring within which rests the sun
Your back against a tree
A hand on my leg

In that moment I wasn't thinking of the future
Full of loveless sunsets
And emotional breakdowns

I wasted my youth thinking tomorrow a given
Only to have everything slowly taken away
And the voices that called out
Became fewer and fewer

In this moment I'm thinking of the past
Full of loving sunrises
And emotional stability

Sometimes I wonder if today is my last day
Wondering what I have achieved
And what my life means
To those around me

In that moment I think of the present
I've slowly given up on love
And perhaps on myself

The golden leaves crunch underneath my foot
After all these years I still stand here
All alone with these memories
Wishing I could go back
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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July 10, 2023 at 5:30 PM
We all have dark moments. I know of no way to escape them. Except to thank your mind for sharing hopeless things.because it always will.. You have to choose happiness on purpose. Living in the past is like being dead!let it go. Give of yourself to others. Lime is not a happy bunny. Some days it rain s, some days, it shines. Keep going.a very great poem Panagiota
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