Melody that follows me everywhere

As painful as it is i have to wave my goodbye Cry my very last tear as i abandon the memory of you and everyone around you i cant keep whining about the things i couldve said and done diffrently cant keep wishing for you to see me as a human being everyhting keeps on moving with times arrows and i need too i cant be the only one left behind to rot with sorrowful regrets I know you dont care i know you want me dead you want to see me rot away Cats play sad villion with my soul it scraches every surface of my mourning heart The melody of sorrowful memmories follows me everywhere i go everytime a quiet night aproaches i can hear the sad villion cats aproaching snatching my soul to play the same melody again and again i know you want me to rot away but i cant be the only one left behind to rot with past regrets i cry my very last tears tonight i refuse to let any more tears stain the collar of my shirt