Meet Again

keep asking how im feeling i always say the same thing could be better could be worse some days i still feel the hurt other days im chilling and smiling with every one til a sudden vision hits me like a head on collision then im back into the same messed up mind frame that i been in once again, wanting to scream in agony been waiting eagerly where could you be its been so long since i last seen you feel iv been hiding in your shadow trying to follow but cant seem to find you. don't want to but i have to hurts to have to accept the truth wishing it could all be one big lie the hardest part about life is the moment that you have to say goodbye. missing them by your side feeling nothing will ever be right again that their is nothing or no medicine that will heal such pain you feel. just have to let it sink in within time let them be your guide until its your time just know that their watchin and waiting to meet up once again.