Meditation

I stay the same way I remain young but bored, tired but curious. I pray I change one day "Just got to pick up your feet." "Just make sure you're eating three times a day." "Call your friends." "Study more." "Don't stay up so late." I get journals for gifts But I hate lined paper Might have heard of a song That would remind me to fight I keep making excuses I find it hard to write It's stupid, it's a cycle It's my fault, I'm my rival I wish it was better But all these people don't know me You'd think I'd keep going Well I'd rather stop thinking Thank you to the one friend that prefers calling over texting.