Measuring Up

Sometimes I feel That no matter what I don't measure up. There's just something inside me A lack of trust,No one can see I just don't measure up It's hard not to try to compare Being last in line,when others shine I just feel I don't measure up. I try so hard to try to be More like them instead of me Instead, I don't measure up. Is this something in my head Or a reality that is true. Why I don't measure up. I used to say I don't care But deep down its always there I feel I don't measure up I wish I knew what I could do To change how I feel So I could measure up.