Me Life and Time

The heartache and the spirit turned sour pain ate away what was left of the soul words of the loved ones, facts of the day reasons which dont makes sense,life lets run away changed the face of time, darkness adopted me silence became my mother ,the mind tragedy and stupid how much i am screamed the reflection smiled and looked away, I the perfect being Speak said the other half,tell me high and lows i need to understand ,how u turned so cold shivered and then felt the crack,smashing sound inside how true is the thought i dont want this life Yesterday when the sun went down I prayed alot today with the moonlight nothing moved around AND i am alive ,sad yet safe and sound there is no answer for it , dont have a ground I feel the quicksand has taken me inside cant sleep , cant breathe and still no sacrifice no one knows the sadness neither me nor you lets see when the madness becomes my PARADISE