Maturity

As I sit by the window and look out towards the sun, A half of me says stay, while the other half says run. I know it's part of life, to grow older with each day, but the older that I get, the more I want to run away. All the stress and hard decisions that I'm left to ponder, only makes me crazier, as now I'm left to wander. Like a never ending clock, the days and nights will pass, so I'll hold on to my memories, for only they will last. And I can use them anytime, to make me laugh or smile, or just to sort of drift away, and daydream for a while. Although life seems so hard, I thank the Lord each night, for blessing me with all the things He's put here in my life. So as I grow in my time of youth, I tell myself one thing, Never regret ,or you'll lose out, on the things that life may bring.